Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

i told myself never to walk that path again. but yet, i did.

how dumb ?

but i did it so that i could get home fast. i needed to come home for my family conference (: sounds good ?

yes, my family's split into many many different places. it's difficult for us to organise such conferences so i guess this time, it was important. (at least to me it was) i used my phone cos i knew didi needed to go off soon, and i couldnt wait to get home. not that ive alot of money. ohbut wait, youre paying the bill arent you mummy ! :D

you know, when your family is split up in many many places, your heart & your mind has got to work together. your heart will tell your mind what you need the most (at that point in time) then your mind just kind of pictures the scene. imagines it happening. nothing will happen if your heart doesnt try to feel tho. it's difficult for both to connect, but just imagine... when your heart & your mind actually do connect, the feeling is amazing.

but i guess it's tough for you to be able to feel what your mind's thinking if you've not actually felt it before. confusing ? heh. okay lets see... for example, everytime im feeling down & i just need someone there to comfort me, i'll picture my mum(grace) patting my head. just soothing me. gosh it rlly feels good okay. and i guess i can literally feel her patting me, and all my worries just leave me (at least for a while).

it's easier for me to be able to feel her patting me, soothing me cos she has done it before. and i tell you, the feeling hasnt left. you know what i mean ? everytime i picture it in my head, i literally can feel it like as if she was rlly there to pat me. haha. okay im weird.

maybe it's just in the blood, you know what i mean ? can feeellll each other. heh (:
i still love you even tho i dont feel it's the right time to tell you about the blog entry ! heh.

nobody said it was easy

let your heart out.

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